we will never ever ever be apart

Congratulations to the dearest SHAFRI AFIFAH and ALYN DANIEL (:

i am so happy for you both~

but still, im so jealous. WHY? just why today?

90210! =,= HAHA

to A & D, take care of my girls. dont ever break their hearts. (:

congrats again, i love you both !

Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be,
And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,
I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rain
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,

I shall remember this day for the rest of my bacholerette life :D

Day; Monday

Date; 8th February 2010

Time; somewhere around 10 + a.m.

Place; Science Lab

Learning; you may ask the girl who paid the most attention, SYAKIRAH AFIFOT ! ;] HAHA

People Involved; My little PHD dirty corrupters, Angeline Chong Mei Mei & Lynn Belinda :D

i hereby declare the bet (which i cannot tell :P) that was set on the day, date, time and place stated above is officially on ! :D

HAHA, i will never forget this bet. never ever. i hope we'll be best frans forever. because i love you guys. :) and also because i want to see who wins the bet. HAHAHA c[:

i just love him so much ! (:

you're all i need,

your love's a drug.

cant get enough,

your love's a drug.

SAYANG,

You're my EVERYTHING. I am NOTHING without you.

I want you, I need you.

Only you, for the rest of my life. I promise i will love you forever and ever. I'll never stop doing that even till the day i die. Be with me and never leave me, will you darling?

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, i hope you know that.

Only two weeks before our 8th monthsary.

Please dont stop being mine, because thats all i ever wanted ;)

a big capital H

see this picture down here.

if you noticed, theres a 'H' on my wrist. and yeah, you cant really see clearly in this picture but its actually very crystal clear on my wrist. that is actually my veins. HAHA, i know its plain dumb to take a picture of your veins. but this is the first time i have veins that goes by my initial. now who doesnt get excited for that? haha :D

H stands for H-A-N-I !

H also stands for Hani & Harry forever (: i miss you sayang !

P.S; thank you, my lovely kirrot. :D

speak, let it out, breathe

Friday , the end of weekdays. yet school days for this week is still not over. i have school tomorrow ! but, im not going. and dont get me wrong, im not skipping school on purpose.

I ACTUALLY WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL :D

well, because i dont wanna miss homeworks or else i'll be getting double of it next week. but my sister volunteered doing something for the girl guides tomorrow at the lake garden and she wants me to help her. -_- ( the actual truth is that she doesnt want to go alone. thats my chicken. xD ) HAHA

anyway, im going to kl later which means no tuition ! ++ AL RAWSHA ! yeayy , haha :)

im getting busier and busier everyday. with homeworks, staybacks, tuitions, prs, studying and all. oh my god

by the way, i passed both of the prs interviews. Nanot and Najibot did too. unfortunately, Nanot wanted out because she didnt want to be a prs. Kamal Azhar nii. :( haha. but i still have a long way to go, i've got a prs camp which i must attend and i am not a prs just yet. im still under probation.

thats just about it, i guess. oh and crap, i forgot im gonna miss PJK with the ever awesome Pn. Fadzilah tomorrow. ala :(

theres only one happiness in life;

to love & be loved :}

HAPPY 26TH ANNIVERSARY , UMI & ABAH !

i love you both so much. i am so grateful that you brought me into this world. you both are my heroes (:

today, i had the PRS interview. it was the group interview and i passed. so did Nanot and Najibot :D and tomorrow we are having the solo interview ! wish us luck :)

this is the new phone cover i ordered (: but this is from a different bling bling phone designer.

i dont know if i have mentioned this before but my old phone cream cover (the back cover only, btw) was lost when i was performing my haji. i lost it on my way to Masjidil Haram.

lastly, i would like to share my feelings towards this special someone of mine to the whole wide world.

My sweet sweet sweet sweetheart, when i say that i love you, i want you to know that i really do mean that. i dont simply say it for fun or out of habit, its because i do. i love you so much. you are an amazing person. and my god, you are so caring. i notice that most of our fights are always about the changes that happened to us. to me mostly, you seem to notice even the littlest things and you always confront me just when you think you needed too. thats one of the reasons why i love you, you're always honest. i love how you always make me laugh over the silly things you say . i love the way you always forget things. HAHA basically, i love everything about you. you complete me, darling. i've been praying for someone like you and thank god i found you. yeap, thats my super awesome forgetful loving boyfriend ! and i love you just the way you are, no matter what. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER ! (:

now i know what must have gone through everyone's mind. i know it has gone mine.

JUST HOW DOES P.DIDDY FEEL LIKE IN THE MORNING ? haha*random

this song is so heart melting, ahhhhhh ! (:

im going to kl later. my family and i are celebrating my parents 26th Anniversary ! :) well, its actually on 2nd February which is tomorrow but since i have tuition tomorrow night, we're fast foward-ing it tonight. haha.

i love you, umi and abah :]